eating my words
ok, so i want to state it officially…
there was no place i would have rather been than with dawn having her c-sections while having ella!
i thought i would be squeamish, i thought it would be too messy, i thought i would pass out. but it was great and i couldn’t imagine being anywhere other than being right by her side. it’s right where i was suppose to be and it didn’t phase me. granted i didn’t see much of the icky parts, but God was good and kept me from freaking out and kept both of us calm all morning. i even manned up and cut ella’s cord!
so i’m eating my own words, happily! not it’s time to go see my girls.