6 months tomorrow
it’s so very hard to believe that our little ella will be six months old tomorrow. it’s also hard to believe that it wasn’t that long ago that i was single and had not met dawn. [yeah i know it’s 4 1/2 years but it doesn’t feel that long]
the pace of life is kinda a blur now and although it is so very good, there are some days where it’s just been feeling like you’re watching it go by without participating. with dawn teaching, me trying to get everything done in 4 days to take care of ella on fridays and then just trying to be a family together, the blur factor has really hit hard.
i’m happy that dawn loves her job and that ella is doing well at day care, but there is a part of me that would like to go back 50 years to a time when there wasn’t a need for two breadwinners in the house and that one of us could be home with ella all the time. and yes, i would prefer that to be dawn! but life is very different now and the ability to cope with it and adjust to it is necessary. and all the time working on making sure that my two girls get some of my very best time, love and attention.
happy half birthday ella!
ella the tiger’s fan!